Phew! (Ish)
I always convince myself that I have no money, it's worked it the past when I have been trying to save, and save I did. I know it's stupid, I am 25, I shouldn't be afraid to check my bank balance, but sometimes it's scary, especially when I came back from Australia and hadn't a bean, well I had some, but not as much as I would have liked really.
See I want to go away again in January, I am not sure where yet, just somewhere for a while, I am thinking New Zealand, I really should get my arse into gear and book some tickets somewhere really, but I had been too scared to check my account to even see whether or not I had anything.
So tonight ladies and gentlemen, I did it, I checked it, for the first time in (cringe) 4 months. And it's doing fine. I was hoping for a bigger amount, maybe it would be more if I wasn't so blase about it at times when I see something nice that I like and just say "fuck it I am buying this" but I won't be doing that anymore. I haven't got the space anyway, and I don't really need anything either. So hopefully come January I will have enough money to get myself around wherever I go without having to live like a total pikey.
(Maybe if I hadn't bought all of those shorts when I was in Australia...what was I thinking!?)
See I want to go away again in January, I am not sure where yet, just somewhere for a while, I am thinking New Zealand, I really should get my arse into gear and book some tickets somewhere really, but I had been too scared to check my account to even see whether or not I had anything.
So tonight ladies and gentlemen, I did it, I checked it, for the first time in (cringe) 4 months. And it's doing fine. I was hoping for a bigger amount, maybe it would be more if I wasn't so blase about it at times when I see something nice that I like and just say "fuck it I am buying this" but I won't be doing that anymore. I haven't got the space anyway, and I don't really need anything either. So hopefully come January I will have enough money to get myself around wherever I go without having to live like a total pikey.
(Maybe if I hadn't bought all of those shorts when I was in Australia...what was I thinking!?)





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